I told you I would always be there for you and I mean it. When I met you, I didn't recognize the girl I saw in the mirror but now I see myself clearly again. Author, Writer, Yoga Teacher, Witchy Healer Manage Settings Love is a perpetual joy that saves us when all hope feels lost. I hated the fact that I was forced to feel so many uncomfortable feelings. I have your smile etched in my mind, everyday, every hour. I love you more and more with each and every passing second. You were my home. But that's the thing, and it's taken me quite some time to figure this out. It is a love that is deep inside of my soul and gives restoration to my faith in other people. Time, give them time and a lot of it and don't ever give up on them. I think the best thing about mutually falling in love with someone is that no matter how hard it gets, you know you're never going to fall. You let me decide on my own. I wonder what it feels like to know the hot tears on someones cheeks every night are because of you. I know who I am now, and I dont need anyone to validate that for me. You're my partner in crime, my confidant, my conscience, my fashion consultant and my sister. The one you have created in me and that made me crazy about you, about your blue eyes, about your teeth you only ever show when I tell a stupid joke, about your hands on my hair when I cant fall asleep and about the loving caresses you never fail to have in store for every inch of my body. All Rights Reserved. This is a response to How To Stay Happy In A Negative Atmosphere. At least I hope Ill be able to if Im ever in your position. I wonder what it feels like to know that you have torn someone apart and left them simply with the sentiment that thats just how life goes and theyll have to get over it, because theres nothing youre willing to do to try and fix it. All Rights Reserved. Allow yourself to heal. I have no reason to feel that way but I love you, truly. Add the recipient's name. You strengthen me physically but also emotionally and mentally. To the guy whos searching for answers, know that the answers are all you. That is because the unending power of love itself is the only piece of life that is truly simple. We were inseparable, you were my first love and the person I was the closest to. I love more than I used to love you now. I could never do it. I hope in the end Im left with a scar or a sliver of pain so that Ill remember not to infect anyone with this near-debilitating sense of heartbreak. What is extremely confusing about that difference is how it could be possible to feel so much more confident and so much more insecure at the same time. Your free account lets you heart articles, follow authors, comment, Boost, and support Elephant's writers. Desperation. I intend to stick to that promise, and I hope you realize that I will always be here, silently rooting for you and hoping you're alright. Has this helped your ego? No matter what, always remember that I will always love you until the end of time. Youre getting famous, chicks think youre hot and tell you so openly when you, within the public character youve built for yourself, never mention your sweetheart who loves you and suffers in silence. Want to write for us? They're . I didn't see it then though. If you don't have a preprinted envelope, on the first line put your name, your company's name, street address, and zip code in the upper left corner. I was probably a lot more sane and rational in my 20s, but that doesnt mean I was actually better. Terms of Use | Privacy Policy. Its giving yourself to the audience, and in a way putting your life out in the open. When we fight, I remember our fits of laughter, your loving gaze answering to mine. Literary harlot. Because I'm not the type to give up on people. Without me. Here is a glimpse into what she wishes you could hear from her inner-most self. Lastly, I want you to know that you are the most handsome man in the field of love, you are the most colourful banner in the land of passion. Unfortunately (or fortunately), I have not offended just one man. The one who will not only reflect back all of the amazing qualities I possess, but also be working toward the growth and healing of our connection instead of its demise. You're my person, and I wouldn't last a day from this point on without you. "Without a doubt, the most engaging written piece on mindfulness! Repeat. I hated that I did not love myself more fully. I know we can be happy again if we want to work everything out, which I think we can do. You're my "baka". I loved you through every emotional part of the roller coaster you have brought into my life. And I wish I'd been more careful about who I let in my life, as I never thought I'd be foolish enough to let someone in who was capable of such monstrous and hurtful actions. Fear has nestled inside of me, and anger also pays me a visit from time to time, and that affects you too. We both know that neither of us have had the best of luck in the way of "best" friendship.Both of us have gotten left behind, and so we both know how bad that feels. You'll wonder, "After all we'd been through? I cried, I threw my temper tantrum, and I did hate you. It wasn't love at first sight but I knew you'd play a part in my life. Enjoy a daily moment of mindfulness in the midst of this busy life. I loved you through changing circumstance and the rapid movement of time. Why Didnt They Call for That Second Date? You give me the best comfort. Youve got to live. I wouldnt have made it this far if it hadnt been for you. Honestly, I would prefer we each do them for each other. He kissed you with the same surreal brilliance that captivated you so deeply. When I say that youve left me alone, I mean that you have left me completely and utterly alone in this. I decided that I am worthy of being respected. We're told all the time how much a breakup hurts, but I'd wager that being friend-dumped is worse by far. I promise, as you have for me to catch you every time. Your love is something I would love to experience in a lifetime You have made me a better person by just showering me with love and affection. For this reason, I am using this opportunity to tell you that no other woman is on my mind than you. Perhaps, though, you should refocus your line of thought and simply be glad my anger is not hatred and vengeance. Let me be sweet to you and have fun with you. Share your open letters with the world, the meta-physical, or your micro-managing boss. Forever English major. Sometimes I will apologize even when I was justified, and I need to trust you not to take advantage of that. Care to Share? When I told you I valued sex and wanted to wait, you didn't hesitate with your acceptance and never pressured me. Day by day, I felt like Im brand new because I am learning a lot from you. Well you should, because like they say for every bad day you have there is a good day right around the corner. When I met you, you drove me crazy. I cant do what you have done. We complete each other. Copyright 2023 Waylon H. Lewis Enterprises. This is a response to 9 Things I Have On My Summer Bucket List That You Don't Want To Miss. Thank you for knowing within your soul, too, that I deserved so much better. Your affection is what gets me high The fact that its all working out for you makes me happy but scares me at the same time, because its no ordinary line of work. Everyone has their own. I can share my inner most secrets with you, without fear of judgment or rejection. A story that has the finest writing. Its complicated for me. I will never take any of these of granted I was able to see that this really was the epic romance of my life because it was me who I had been waiting for all along. To the guy who thinks pain will last forever, shake the heaviness from your shoulders and be willing to start again. The older I get the angrier I am. I have been to hell and back and, yes, sometimes I act out like an abused puppy grown into full-blown bitch. It takes 7 seconds to join. On my worst days, you've sat right by my side and, sometimes without even saying a word, have kept me together when it seemed to me that the world was falling apart. I love you when you grab my butt and when you put your hand on my head. I love listening to you talk about your day because it fascinates me.I love laying with you, simply listening to you breathe. You are there to ground me when I feel like I can float away and guide me back to reality. Even with this acquisition, dear love, I still love you. Do you know that I was not around the other day you came around? (Before Children & Ex). Thank you for refusing to be the person who rescued me from myself. Does guilt seep in at all when you think about what youve done? You let me distinguish between the real and unreal. You're the Phil Lester to my Dan Howell, the glorious daytime to my star-studded nights. Years have passed, you change, so do I, so does everybody. They give up on them for different reasons like they can't get through to them, they can't get the person to open up. So, I will probably allow a few more tears to fall down tonight in your honor. I'll love you for as long as I breathe and even into death. Words are beautiful. I loved you on the days that you were pleasant and kind and also the days you were unrecognizable to me. Subject: An Open Letter To The One I Don't Want To Lose From: Me Date: 10 Sep 2016 Dear You, We both know that neither of us have had the best of luck in the way of "best" friendship.Both of us have gotten left behind, and so we both know how bad that feels. At night, we lie side by side, never touching, never speaking. On day one, you told me not to take constructive criticisms seriously and that we dont deserve anything less. You can't expect someone to spill their whole life and past out to you in one night. Im afraid of becoming jealous again. You gave me the courage to lose myself in something I truly wanted. 2023 BuzzFeed, Inc. All rights reserved. We and our partners use data for Personalised ads and content, ad and content measurement, audience insights and product development. All along. Dads, husbands, YOU are the "safe place." You are our protector and provider. Ive never done to someone what you did to me, so I have no idea whether or not you think about it on a daily basis, or even just sparingly. I cherish you beyond your imagination and will love to hug and kiss you where you are right now. In fact, your patience is a great motivation to me and through you, I become so inspired to do greater things in life. Whether or not you feel an ounce of pain or regret is really irrelevant in the end, I suppose. there is no one else with whom I want to be. I can never fully express my gratitude. I can only hope that Im never in the position where I have to wonder if what Im doing will ever put someone else through this. I am worthy of my own unconditional love. Last week, our team tackled topics from 10 summer bucket list items to must-haves to keep in your car for a good time on the road. But I am also scared that who I am and the challenges I do face will send you running for the hills. Keep up with Arrah on Instagram, Twitter and behance.net. Im afraid. I have no one to talk to, you know. Plus, you'll be compensated by HQ at $10/response for your first 10 articles. We're dedicated to sharing "the mindful life" beyond the core or choir, to all those who don't yet know they give a care. I have no one to talk to, you know. Roopa Swaminathan. You gave me the courage to lose myself in something I truly wanted. When I met you, I thought the worst of men and had lost hope because one man had hurt me so badly that no one wanted to pick up the pieces. I hated that I was forced to make you a stranger in what I thought was going to be the most epic romance of my life. Have you convinced yourself that what you did was the best thing that could have happened, even though its left them so entirely fractured that they can barely manage to get through their day without wanting to flee back home, curl up in a ball, and justsleepuntil it all feels better? Come close to me, hug your lover, kiss your husband and prepare his favourite. I decided I would take all that courage and strength it took to love you and love myself better. Didn't I mean more to them than that?". Cassandra is hostin, Nunzia Stark is a Park University Alumni and a former elementary educator. You called me an assassin, your assassin. Julie Rodriguez is an INFJ Leo in the throes of reinventing herself after a great loss. She is the, Karuna Schwartz is the founder and north star gazer of the nonprofit online meditation s, Cindy Galen B. is a mother, wife, and an intuitive cou. With you in my life, a bright future is certain Your work could be shared across Odyssey's website, newsletter, and social media platforms. It is because of this matter your health condition is worse now, I am not supposed to say this but for this reason, I will like to tell you that I am a good wife. I remember it. I could never do it. Hating you felt like salve to my open wounds. All Rights Reserved. Youre a terrible, mean, and selfish person and I wish you nothing good in this world. Well, when you get dumped by a girlfriend or a boyfriend, the hole they leave behind is girlfriend/boyfriend shaped. I hated the fact that in the end it was so easy for you to just walk away and chalk this up to yet another soul connection with yet another woman whom you really didnt give a damn about. I will be with you when you need me most so that you will be safe all the time by the grace of God. The past is us, our story, what makes us today more in love than ever. We will always remain as one, today, tomorrow and forever. You derserve the best and nothing less. The moments you've shared with them become painful to recall, and there's a good chance you'll feel resentment, even anger. Apart from remaining silent, watching you evolve and having this horrible feeling of letting you go. I was at point in my life where I resigned myself that I wasn't going to fall in love. I have written and re-written so many thoughts on you. I would still stare and adore you even at your worst. Even when I know I'm being annoying, you love me more, remaining steady and patient. We'll continue to spotlight top response articles every week on our homepage and in our Overheard on Odyssey newsletter. Our relationship was designed by God, and I fell hopelessly in love with you I was an independent woman. You give me strength to carry on even in my darkest days. Do you pray for them as vehemently as they pray for some otherworldly being to somehow take their pain away? It's almost summer, and our response writers are making sure you're prepared! Sometimes they will do both, as you have decided to do. You let me decide on my own. //. You know I love that too about you. Even years and years after the fact, when you haven't spoken to your ex-friend in forever and the last text messages exchanged are gone, when you've deleted the cute, inside joke-inspired emojis from their contact name, and when the only exchanges you make with them are sporadic likes on Instagram selfies, you'll see them on Snapchat, see their face in your oldest photos, and the emptiness they left you with will rear it's horrible head. ). I am a woman; I dont have what I am trying to extort from you, so tell me why I will pretend to love you. This is true My love for you real With you, I found my missing piece Your love is something I would love to experience in a lifetime Our relationship was designed by God, and I fell hopelessly in love with you Your affection is what gets me high You are different and I would not give you up for anything in this world 1. Connect with Detola on [email protected]. A very human dad/husband who simply cares about God and us. 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